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Eyes Wide Shut...

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the new me
by ~BeachBlue
me and what i'll doI'll simply slam the door  and walk out of this place  you'd better watch out for that door  it might just hit you in the face.   
I know yoou'll try to talk to me  to find out what went wrong  and I'll just simply ignore you  No, I won't let on.   
My mascara is smeared  
and now I can't stop crying  NOTHING IS WRONG  but I feel as though I'm dying.   
I've taken a few blows to the spirit  I even try to tell you  but you don't want to hear it  so I go try something new.   
I find it sort of depressing  yeah its pretty sad  that you j me and what i'll do
by ~BeachBlue
Still LearningI'm fighting this...  But I doubt I'll win.  Its either I sink,  Or learn to swim.   
But learning takes time,  And time I do not have.  Will I start to drown?  And will there be a hand to grasp?   
I'm always wanting what I cannot have...  But this is different, this is love.  Will I receive him?  Can I fly to him like a dove?   
Life has made me ugly...  Life has made me mad...  Life has made me obscene...  But Love has made me glad. Still Learning
by ~BeachBlue
MomMom says the pain is only temporary.   
That this feeling will go away.   
Mom says for me to calm down.   
So I do, but in an unsafe way.   
Mom says the pain won't last forever.   
I look in her eyes and say "whatever".   
Mom says this feeling will soon fade.   
I yell at her, hit the wall, and walk away.   
Mom says she loves me...   
...THAT...I believe. Mom
by ~BeachBlue
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i'm baaaaaack

Fri May 22, 2009, 5:04 AM
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: other people's conversations
  • Reading: wicked
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: just ate a coffee cake
  • Drinking: hawaiian punch
hey guys...its been pretty crazy around these parts so i've decided to come back to the only thing that ever gave me real sanity. my art is my life...my life is what you are seeing. i need to get some recent photography up but that will be done in probably the course of a week, and my poetry will be back up and running in about two weeks. i love my art. its the only meaningful thing i have left to me. i'll never truly understand the people in this world, and many of them will never understand me. this is something i have come to accept and almost cherish as a truth to which my being relies. i missed every one of my friends on this site, especially tia.

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  • Current Residence: pennsylvania
  • Interests: music/poetry/books/photography
  • Favourite movie: Life Is Beautiful
  • Favourite band or musician: liv kristine
  • Favourite genre of music: rock/metal/opera
  • Favourite poet or writer: kafka
  • Favourite photographer: hehe...me!
  • Favourite style of art: poetry
  • MP3 player of choice: ZEN V Plus
  • Wallpaper of choice: i prefer paint
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: tomb raider
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: honestly; hobbs
  • Personal Quote: never quit what you can easily give up
  • Tools of the Trade: "paper, the pen, your eyes"-In Flames. honestly all i need is inspiration.

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~MidianDamned Aug 5, 2009, 10:19:28 PM
Hey, haven't talked to you in a while. How have you been?

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Have you ever been experienced?
Not necessarily stoned, but, beautiful.
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~darkest-angel100 Feb 7, 2009, 8:41:53 AM
Hey I have not talked to you in a really long time and I wanted to see how you were doing. My leg is asleep :(

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Im strange whats your point?
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~BeachBlue May 22, 2009, 5:16:29 AM
hey just been gone for a while. personal life altering shit that i had to go through. oh well. im back now so hey! wassup?

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Your Reality Awaits...

Come out, come out wherever you are...and meet the young lady who fell from a star.

Wisdom, Knowledge, Science
Develops, Always, Better, Faster
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~darkest-angel100 May 22, 2009, 1:17:05 PM
That really sucks are you ok???
Not much almost done with my Junior year of high school but I still have a lot of work to do :(

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Im strange whats your point?
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~BeachBlue Jun 13, 2009, 12:39:33 PM
oh yeah i'm fine. junior year is just one of those years ya just gotta keep gettin through while teachers keep handing you stuff.

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Your Reality Awaits...

Come out, come out wherever you are...and meet the young lady who fell from a star.

Wisdom, Knowledge, Science
Develops, Always, Better, Faster
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~darkest-angel100 Jun 29, 2009, 9:06:22 PM
I have not been oh here in forever man, Yeah I know my Junior year was full of shit too :( But it's summer now :D

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Im strange whats your point?
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~NightwishFans Feb 5, 2009, 3:37:40 PM
Hey. I think i saw your picture on this website/blog here CLICK HERE

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Dana, oh, Dana I'm writing to you, I heard you passed
away it was a beautiful day
I'm old and I feel time will come for me, my diary's
pages are full of thee

Sonata Arctica - Letter To Dana :heart:
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