gah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm back, my love. i took some time to think and i realized how much my leaving hurt you. send me a note with your number and i'll call you as soon as i get home from school. i love you so much. i miss you. and you have no idea just how sorry i truly am. not a day went by that i didnt think about you. my mom took away my internet, though. so you or i should call eachother. i miss you and love you ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

i get this feeling people are gonna start hating me soon if i dont go away. this might be my last journal entry for a bit. i've created my last deviation as well.

...yeah, couldnt come up with a better title for this journal...

just thought i needed to update and tell everyone i'm gonna stop being such a worrywort all the time. it hurts me to worry, and what good does worrying really do for others??? i'm sorry. i just cant take the pain. this is not to say that i wont listen to people's problems...i just wont feel them so much.

i refuse to let any of my past go away. so please, if you see that i'm upset...just make believe i'm okay...it'll be much easier on everyone not to have to worry about me anymore.

i love her like a sister, and now i'm worried about her.

that goes for 3 girls on here.